People tell me every day, “When one door closes, another one opens.” Until I saw the above quote, it didn’t hit me that my mistakes were actually my doors. So I had to sit down to think about this one.
I used to be a perfectionist and in some ways I still can be one, but perfectionism is NOT what life is about. We strive and strive to meet an unrealistic standard that NO ONE has set for us and what I have learned is that life does not lie in perfectionism; it lies in the desire, the willingness and the mistakes in order to live life.
Most of us, when we make a mistake or what we presume to be a mistake, will beat ourselves up to no end. We negative self-talk ourselves to death, “How could I be so stupid?” “What did I do that for, I’m such an idiot!” The list of these can go on and on.
But where does this get us? Nowhere but feeling bad, rejected, shamed and we are doing all of this to ourselves. How do we get out of this continues circle of shame and feeling bad? We finally admit to ourselves that making a mistake is not a bad thing. Sure there are people out there who are going to say something completely different, but are these people actually happy or are they running their lives off of fear? This would be the fear of making a mistake and there are SOOOO many people who do that. “I could lose my job, if I make a mistake, and how would I pay the bills or send my kids to school?” “My spouse will leave me if I make a mistake.” Again, more and more of these statements. And there is a good chance that if our parents berated us for making mistakes, then we will berate ourselves, but beating ourselves up is not the answer.
But is the truth about all of this on the other person or situation or is it in our own heads? Is fear stealing life from us instead of giving us the opportunity to see that the mistake is just a way of learning from something that we may not have even really known how to do to begin with? When other people beat us down about a mistake that we made, is it really their own fear of something that is doing the beating?
Mistakes are meant to happen in life. The ONLY way to live life is to make mistakes and learn from them and do it better next time. NO ONE on this planet can expect us to be perfect at something, and if they do, they are being judgmental and can also lead to the shame and rejection we feel. If it doesn’t feel good to us then we need to let it go.
Once again, I will mention Thomas Edison who made 10,000 mistakes before he finally invented the light bulb. So what would happen if he had beat himself up and given up after the first couple of mistakes? We would be in the dark and we are not. Maybe we could learn a thing or two from him and others who have looked past their mistakes and continued to walk through the doors or portals of their lives.
Can you realize that you are human and that you will make mistakes? Can you find a way to stop the negative self-talk, beating yourself up every time you make a mistake? Don’t let others be your guidance system, if it feels bad then change up what you are doing and KEEP MOVING FORWARD; life is a journey, there is no end. Life is a learning experience, take from the mistakes, learn from them and move forward on to bigger and brighter things for yourself. Dream, make mistakes, realign yourself, try again, move forward, discover yourself and step through the portal into life!